I, as a husband, had to witness taking my wife to a hospital, and after a week, leaving the hospital without her. Alone into a house… into our house, without her.
Everything was different… Every single day started and ended with pain and sadness. Such a fun-loving, loyal and lovable person had to leave us at the age of 38. In the year 2017 Yasmin would have turned 40.
That I am still here today, I owe not only the many dears and warm people around me in this time, no, but also my mindset. The mindset that Yasmin and I had built up together.
Never give up and be the change itself.
This change is me now! I have accepted this inheritance and give 24 hours to make it happen for me. “To be happy.” Easy? Absolutely not. Especially in this difficult time.
As I wrote in the first part and also like to quote Captain Jack Sparrow:
“It’s not the problem that’s the problem, it’s your attitude toward the problem that’s the problem.”
I will have to learn to accept all this, let go and allow it again. Today, I am on a good path again and I am moving forward with a zest for action. I live the change. Inside as well as outside. Yes, I have not only changed on the inside but also the outside. In 2013 I still weighed 131kg at 170cm. Now my weight is between 70 and 75kg. “Be the change!”